木曜日, 12月 24

may be tomorrow

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It is getting better and better.

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Really get so lazy to an extreme level.

I almost abundant this blog, so does my camera.

Even worse, feel like my eyes can't discover any memorable scene, can't capture anything with the shutter. Dun get me wrong, it is not about anyone.

Will make it up to you, sooner or later....
日曜日, 12月 13

NOBODY (あなた以外)

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I'm just so lazy, to login facebook, to write something else.
Dun even wanna think about it.

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Uh ... Oh why ?
I gonna say to you BYEBYE baby
I gonna miss you so much....
GOODBYE ---- Oh why ?...
土曜日, 11月 14

kiss myself

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我呀我,任何時候,總是擠出那副微笑的模樣。

最終脾氣還是發了。...
土曜日, 11月 7

Baby Blue Eyes

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Baby don't cry 安室奈美惠

安室奈美惠的一系列中板慢歌,很 KTV 的感覺,簡單易唱,沒什麼技藝。
但她就是抓得住那個節奏,總是那麼窩心、扣緊人。
. . . . .

For you, whenever you are sad dropping tears.

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You'll see the sunshine

Originally posted on last Friday.

一整晚沒睡,實在是累到一個不行了。每次合上眼,沒幾秒鐘人就自動昏迷。有好幾次放低警覺性,流口水入睡了,又猛地彈起來,抓抓手錶----不好,睡多久了 ?? 昏倒暈眩的舜間,天旋地轉,才不過十分鐘我以為自己一睡不起。

捱夜是這樣辛苦的。...
日曜日, 10月 25

Orphan (エスター)

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Hey sweetie, do you remember, you said I am cute. Oh~ I'm much more than just cute, for that I assure you.

. . . . .

喜歡懸疑驚慄的電影,因為愛猜謎。

和 F 談恐怖電影,總少不了 Halle Berry 的《Gothika》。記得當時還沒放到一半,我就知道是婚外情。初時把女主角的婚姻生活寫得太幸福了,而且找上門惹事的又是女鬼,找男人報仇,多半都是那些事,簡單樂勝。


好欣賞 Nicole Kidman 的《The Others》,沒半個鬼影顯靈,沒血腥殺戮,就是一部鋼琴一道木門,把我嚇得半死。那之後只有《Silent Hill》真正的嚇怕我。Jim Carey《The Number 23》的劇情也不錯,猜不透真相,又不至於太過荒謬。
. . . . .

這次《Orphan》也是 F 推介的。已經看過 Trailer,早知小女孩會殺人,猜是一定要猜,不猜不過癮。

孤兒院的初次見面,Esther 說畫中的母親失去了子女,其實指的是 Kate 媽媽。第一個直覺---- Kate 以前流產的嬰兒亡靈回魂。但一直進展下去,Esther 行兇的樣子實在冷血麻木,若我是鬼魂回來尋仇什麼的,奸計逐步得逞,總不會完全沒表露任何情感的。唔,不對不對。



去除所有靈異有關的,也有可能是科幻類型。Kate 流產後醫院保留胎盤組織用作研究複製人,而 Esther 是其中一個完成品。的確有驚慄電影是這樣,但劇中一直沒有出現有關字眼,猜錯了。

另一個答案,本是很有把握的。來自俄羅斯,冷戰時期 KGB 有什麼極秘項目,訓練小孩當間諜或刺客,前蘇聯解體,那些小孩受到處決或是遺棄,只有 Esther 僥倖逃出來。這個念頭是 Esther 對 Daniel 說那雀受了傷很痛苦,用石頭殺了牠安心上路,感覺像是受過嚴苛訓練、軍紀至上的軍人會說的對白。唔唔,自圓其說亦不失事實根據,應該錯不了。

"Grownups love each other very much, they want to show each other that love--- "
"I know, they fuck"
"What you gonna do ? Hit me ?"
隨著劇情推進,我知猜錯了。其實真相亦不是好重要而已,雖然 9 歲變成 33 歲去勾引別人,想也覺得噁心。

驚嚇的部分其實不是太多,鏡子冰箱,一開一關,就知道哪個時候要嚇你一跳。我是有反應,但都開始有免疫了。美術做得很好。緞帶、喱士花邊、髮夾、百摺裙,Esther 永遠穿著歌德式的打扮,一頭黑長髮,用色一致陰沈,角色本身就充滿了死亡的暗示。更要命是那白哲的肌膚,殺了人堆砌出一臉無辜,大概是我下意識的認為,沒有無垢的心靈,愈是看上去純真,就愈是哪方面不對勁。



應該是這一點,一直令我坐立不安,卻又一看再看再三看。

(p.s. エスター(Esther)是日本上映的 title, 感覺比原本的 Orphan 更要貼近主題。台譯:孤兒怨,港譯:孤疑,又是一種語言的美感。以字母為基礎的歐洲語言總是沒有那個意景。)...
土曜日, 10月 24

Detectives

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It was true, I did concern people's taste and style.
"Isn't it too dull if days are so colorless ?" always said me.
But it was not ME anyone since the issue 2 years ago.
Why would I emphasis on all those by-production of lifestlye obsession ?
It is just a シドと白昼夢

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reality to doubt

Honestly, I appreciate people share that detective sense as mine.
So, forgive me pretending DUNNO. I just can't help my curiosity to know. Sometime, think that may be should just walk away.

You know..... you could have me in the beginning....
火曜日, 10月 13

FA MI RA DO

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Do you know there are people similar but not match, not similar but match, or whatever we are. If we start it over all, so that we can have our own life own memories here. We can ride our own car, so that we sing the tones we love all the way on highway.

We can, leave those bloody-metropolis stuff all behind, be like fugitives on the run, nothing really wrong with the city time back there, just may be we are so tired with that. Somehow, Ella Koon does mean seductive to me.

Isn't it worth to fight ?

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和斯里蘭卡廚子合力整出來的,算 fusion 吧。

我愛麵食愛到不得了,上海麵烏冬刀削麵麥蒿麵樣樣都愛。但廚子不會用筷子,吃個麵花一小時,第一個感想是----好飽。
哎呀那當然啦,麵條都吸水發脹了,湯也涼了,更談不上口感質感那些高層次的。KILL BILL 白眉師傅,說人不會用筷子,就像狗一樣。太誇張了,沒得嘗到湯麵的美味倒是真的。

那個辣椒蝦球,他說只是隨手灑些家鄉的香料,加入洋蔥炒香。我再泡個麵,滾個溫泉蛋就是了。起先我是完全不覺辣的,說著吃著,突然控制不住就咳個不停。原來那個辛辣,不是在舌頭上,而是從喉嚨那裡發作,蔓延全身。"真的哦,根本不覺得到辣" 一直說一直吃,就是一直咳,臉紅紅的教他哭笑不得。

那次之後,我大概變得不怕死的了。...
木曜日, 10月 8

FACE (顔)

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Dynamite Out 東京事変


René François Ghislain Magritte, 1964 The son of Man

"This is your best interest to xxx xx xxxx x xxx" is the latest thing I learn from Cesar. Why I always can't help and shout it out whatever I assume ? I am not like that actually.

Exam tomorrow early in the morning, you better think only about your knowledge and your score, not someone's name, dress, hair....
火曜日, 10月 6

COLORS

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面對人,我總是裝出那副電梯小姐(昇降機ガール)的微笑樣子。實質上又是諸多意見,而且最愛說晦氣話。我知道,即使我接受得了你的一切,你最終還是會忍受不住我,對你來說信與不信已經是陰陽相隔,對嗎 ?

所以再見的說話也未曾說,請你保重了。打從心底的你應該是很溫柔的。

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Shower at noon have you no POSITIVITY ?

我說那位英國的訪客有點意外,將會延遲到步,Ford 跟 May 都嚇壞了。沒事沒事,她人還好好的啦,只是那張支票出了點小意外而已。大家笑了,都知我的國語本來就爛透了。

反正到時候,最麻煩的又是我一個。唉。

嗯嗯,開始自我感覺良好~...
金曜日, 10月 2

No reason why

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Think I' m kinda psycho, down and drop tears suddenly no reason why.
I shouldn't had dragged those Suede collection back to my sound system the day before.
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Better days, it is always the reason to wait, to fight, to try.
YES, if you say yes, many things become possible.
It probably worths to try, everything is for the BETTER DAYS.

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light of HALLELUJAH

Tell you what, to me it sounds like, in the name of father....
月曜日, 9月 28

Sail away

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ギプス椎名林檎

May be it's better we'd give up on each other, do not think about that anymore.

Honestly, I feel so dead about you, like a pool of dead water, totally hopeless.

I accept you, forgive you, pay what it takes with my own money and time, but you, you just to be so fake on the outside, even dun know how to say thank you, you just think about yourself.

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石膏 Goodbye my empty heart.

Dun you expect anything, you dun deserve it.
Or says, you really deserve it....
火曜日, 9月 22

Life is like a circle

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日曜の朝 new morning

大概也只是為了爭口氣而已, Cesar 愈是說我來不及完成那份設計,我就愈是想要做出來。怎樣也好,總是不甘心想要露兩手。

抗戰時國民黨主張以空間換取時間。
當下時間換取質量,也的確是不錯的選擇。

其實,我很崇拜他的。...

シドと白昼夢 (不盡相同又怎麼樣)

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下剋上エクスタシー 椎名林檎

以前的夢想是什麼 ?
其實我是別人
還自以為是艾安珍妮絲
當然 我是知道另有其人~

現在的夢想又是什麼 ?
不過我還是我
欲望一切有的沒的我都分不清了
反正 現實有很多事就是不確定

哼~ 我就剪斷你的頭髮
只要從那黝黑的雙瞳 投映入我的眼眶
我就呼吸得到
雖然我好討厭那失蹤的身影
但是 殺了你也沒關係吧 ♪

讓你戴上手銬 向我下跪吧
若只得我一個人就會哭個不停
所以才隨處借人肩膀依偎一下
哈~ 你又不是我~

在你白皙的臉頰 劃上細小的雨滴
但是呀 不要哭了
現在馬上就為你解開手銬
好吧 我原諒你 你的一切 ♡
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Acoustic 版聽太多,終於到原本的 rock 版了。
輕快、夢幻又有點狂妄,收放自如。
. . . . .

現在想起來,我們以前太過懂談條件了,一直都忽略了最基本的。

那致命的差距,不是你會看 TVB 買 agnes b,也不是我慕拜德國還是日本,而是那時,我根本瞧不起。

但請別放在心,那是兩年前。

(唉唉唉,又為什麼偏偏在這個時候。)...
土曜日, 9月 19

When the rain falls

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Suddenly recall that, Tiff is just a person never worry before it happen.
I wish, I can implement such a rakuten attitude. So silly ne me.
. . . . .

Hmmm, just a drop by message to say I'm not dead yet.
Actually I'm SO DEAD atm, will go on for the next 10 days.

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楽天 New Zealand sunshine

It's the same path I walk thru everyday, that's why, the scenario is different day by day....
 
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